Tonight

Tonight was one of those nights where i said “fuck it, its an occasion anyway.” The party was dope. I cant believe i was feeling a lil buzzed for the first time ever but damn i had made great self observations (science ftw). One hour nap and im fine. The ending was… Man i know for sure i should be pissed off right now but im not just feelin it. In the end, i felt great but one thing for sure: i wish i had a cell phone. That wouldve saved me.

Tonight, I had fun for myself, fuck everyone elses opinion.

Hello Tumblr!

Hello Tumblr, it’s been a while! Due to unfortunate series of illnesses, I have recently transformed into a lighthouse. Feeling a little sympathy for me huh? I kid, I kid, I only changed my icon to a lighthouse because I have no idea why

Cussing like a good boy… Well… Idk

I barely cuss anymore because its so mainstream lol jk. But it happens by either a tiny rare slip or when I’m on Gears lmao. Lol I even substitute the bad words with whatever comes to mind now and Idc if it sounds dumb…it’s whatever, ya know? I dunno how this habit left me, maybe because of Francis, but I’m glad it doesn’t occur like a natural thing anymore.

Ah, Gears of War during summer 2012 / mainly my complaining

I am glad that Ace got me into G3. This whole summer if im not out, im on gears haha. Ace is seriously my wingman on it since hes the one i play with the most. Its more addicting than call of duty and it doesnt have much stuff like weapons for example, yet its still simply awesome! This summer on it has been craackin. Hella people sent me hate mail just cause they got that ass tapped and im just here like wtf man just play and have fun man thats what im here for, and keep that childish bull to yourself. I never start beef with players even if im getting owned. Lol. A majority of the time i play im always in a happy mood. but smack talk just kills it unless someone wants to troll BUT HEY.

And (now complaining)
another thing is people hating on the retro lancer. Idgaf about what you say, idiots on gears get so butthurt if i use that and tell me to hop off it. Seriously man, if youre gonna complain about it then go back to gears 1 or 2. I swear i just wanna slap people with stupid hate comments like that and i dont give a f IM GOING FOR THE ONYX on it so shut it up and keep that hate to yourself. I swear bruh i just wish i could just slap people like that for giving me dumbass comments when the makers put that in there. The game takes skill, yeah but winning takes whatever to win whether it being pussy tactics or not. Idk i just really wanted to get this out of my head because people need to grow the f up and get over it. Lol this one dude from vallejo called me gay and other shit for using it. Lol i didnt wanna respond to it cause i dont wanna start beef and put the party chat in an awkward moment and its just a game but damn his smack talks are just staight insults haha luckily it wasnt in real life or i wouldve domed that bitch right then and there. Lol people are lucky i just take the insults to keep the peace up but everyone has a limit you know, especially if those insults are irrelevant to the game. Im done.

Lol, it’s Vegas baby

My cousin is trippin offa 1 glass of champagne. CHAMPAGNE. He’s scared of my uncle driving xD and funny too because he killed his glass in comparison to my uncles LOL. I believe a shot of the real 40% is more potent than that fancy-fancy. LOLOL 

Dear Tumblr

I have not been myself as much since a couple of days ago… its because i lost a good family member of mine because of some drunk ass idiot with a license. This person was a good role model in my life. even though i barely get to see him at family parties, we would have great conversations about life. One day during a party he came and sat down to watch NBA with me and talked about life. I told him my ambitions and he told me his, but what amazed me was that he wasnt just pursuing one but two majors regarding law. On top of that, he already had a nice house and a son and also, he is one great dad. The kid, who is my nephew i believe (family tree confusion) is a great kid too. I dont know why this has to happen to a good man. What relieved me a little was that i found out he graduated but i didnt get to congratulate him. The thought of him just gone like that has just been bothering me lately… All of that happiness during the day was to just keep my mind outta the situation. In all honesty, i am afraid… afraid of the fact that i have to face him on his funeral day that he doesnt even deserve at this age. I am afraid of the sad expressions every one of my family members will display during the funeral. Im sorry if im just not me at the moment. Im also afraid because i havent been home in a while and i just want to be home with my family right now. I know that once the days come for me to see him one more time, i wont be myself for a period of time. Sigh… I still cant believe this happened, i just wish it were a joke.
Rest in peace Moe, your hard work and determination inspired me greatly to not just become a great father, but a great role model.
I just had to get this out of me.
-EJ

My good old friend and his point

I am truly changed by this lesson pf his. He makes a good point about emotional consideration and I quote to the best of my memory, “We all need to not bring that anger and share it around with others and ruin their moods bruh. No one don’t need that. You know what I’m saying?”

In my opinion, I believe he is right. We really don’t need to bring all of that to others in a direct manner. People tend to just ruin it for others by bringing it into the good atmosphere, causing an infection effect and could possibly anger everyone else. With more consideration in ones anger, everyone wouldn’t have to worry about getting off as well and that is something we all need to learn.

do you ever like a celebrity so much you actually get jealous when other people say they like them

(Source: ruthwilson, via hellohotchi-deactivated20130117)

Bitch.

killllajay:

I think it’s so funny when girls take being a ‘bad bitch’ as a compliment, I mean you’re still getting called a bitch. But they get butthurt as a motherfucker when you just call them a bitch. Doesn’t matter if you’re a pretty bitch, sad bitch, ugly bitch. You’re still a bitch. I don’t know why girls think they’re so superior when they get called that. Lol girls are too funny.

My weekend so far 7/7/12

WHAT. THE Fuuuh. So currently I’m here at the Excalibur hotel in Las Vegas and boooy, to my right is the beautiful view of the city. It at started out with a trip to LA to go shopping. The plan was to mainly stay in LA to shop then stop by Vegas to relax on our last day but now the tables have turned! Lol LA didn’t have much good stuff this week so now the plan is to stay down here till Monday. So LA was cool with its bacon hot dogs, cheap stuff and the LAdies, but when I woke up at like 6 in the morn parked downtown, it was seriously like Silent Hill. I was creeped AF but when we parked somewhere else and walked around, the next thing you know I see crowds of people shopping like yee. The weather was great too! Not even hot. It’s seriously like bay area weather at the moment. So yeah we spent half the day in LA but there wasn’t much so we turned for Las Vegas and fuuuh I honestly didn’t expect to be here, this year, this summer! WOW. So yup, the weather is hot AF but it’s not humid so I wasn’t sticky. My journey took me around the strip at like 9pm in a HUGE circle then back to our hotel. I bought a few things! aha. The strip was dope because some dude was a zombie and I got creeped and other people were iron man and stormtroopers but I’m here like “Wtf, where are the dragonborns with their dragon armor at tho?” ahah jk. So I proceeded and a lot of people wanted to give me cards, and when I looked closer at it I was like “Ah, two boobs, two nipples, a cooch and a cute face. I see. Interesting.” Then when I looked down I realized how much n00dz were on the floor like wow, the bottom of my shoe just got hella chest tonight, and I was also like “Lol when I take my children here, they will stare at the sky and the sky only.” So yeah we took a lot of pictures too and I tried looking around for things to bring back for people, and today is my god-daughter’s b-day! GABBY <3. So I was thinking about what to bring back but FUUU there’s so much rated R and XXX everywhere. So tomorrow I’ll try to win her something from the arcade. Oh yee, this is the end of my day so far. IDGAF about my literacy in this post, sorry everyone.

If anyone is heading to LA or LV this summer, I suggest bringing a lot of water and some sunscreen. The heat is not humid but it burns here in LV so it’s not a big problem if you hate feeling sticky.